I'm going straight for your thighs like the cake you ate

Well, it has been an interesting week to say the least. I said I was going to make an entry talking about it so I guess I’ll do that now while I’m awake. Last year around this time, everything started to change for me. Some of it was good and some of it was bad. It’s sad because June-August is usually a good time for me but I can tell that it is going to be strange for a while without going into the details, of course. Either way, around Monday or so, I started feeling strange. I didn’t want to do anything with anyone and I wanted to push my friends away and be a loner for a little while. Not fair considering the fact that I have a pretty cool group of friends now that I like to stay in contact with. But what is the point of being around if you are going to spew a bunch of negativity out of your mouth? I don’t want to be a pussy and ruin the fun that they are having over being a whiny little brat. With everything going on this month, I can’t really afford to be an introvert because this is usually the time that I like to be social and hang out with others. I mean, with E3 around the corner along with a huge game release, I have to get my shit together. It’s my conflict and I will deal with it while trying to ensure that everyone is alright. Deactivating my Twitter did help for a little bit but it seemed to freak people out (hell, it freaked me out so it makes sense) so I can’t do something like that again. 

Now that my whining is over, I can get into some regular post content. E3 is around the corner and I’m excited for it. Of course, the console war is back on so my Twitter timeline will be filled with salty fans and shitty jokes but that is usually how it goes. I enjoy the social aspect of E3 and being able to share that with others so I’ll definitely stick around to participate in it. I’m hopeful that someone announces a new fighting game because I need a new fighting game in my life. Tekken 7 would be a dream come true but I don’t think Namco wants to focus on that just yet so we’ll see.

Anime wise, I’m caught up on Devil Survivor 2, Aku no Hana, Shingeki no Kyojin, Suisei no Gargantia, Hataraku Maou-sama and Kakumeiki Valvrave. Outside of that group, I’m thinking about tanking everything else. Don’t get me wrong, I love my other shows but I don’t really feel like watching them. Instead of tanking em, I think I’ll just put them in the on-hold category until I feel like going back to them. A few friends on Twitter are asking to run co-op on shows for the rest of the season but I’m not too sure. With all of us on different schedules, it seems like more of a headache. Still, I appreciate the offer. I mean, it is Valvrave/Maou Thursday so that is something to be happy about! 

With all of the E3 madness going on next week, I really want to just skip to Friday so that I can own The Last of Us. That game is going to dominate my life and I have no problems owning up to that. I love Naughty Dog and the Uncharted series so you add zombies to the mix and it is definitely a Kendrick Ellison game. Hell, even Corey wants to play it so that is an added bonus. I’ve got a few Twitter buddies picking up the game so we’ll probably get some multiplayer action going. If there is anything that can cure my summertime sadness, it’ll be a new video game.

On the roleplay side of things, I finally got some Mikasa/Eren action going and I’m happy with it. It would have never happened if I didn’t read the manga so it was nice to finally put some effort into some shit and have it work out! With the talk that happened yesterday, it looks like there will be a Kougami/Tsunemori revival, too! As for Bael, today is the birthday of probably my favorite OC of all time. Not sure what I’m going to do with him today but happy birthday, old boy! 

Well, I think that covers everything. I’m going through an inner conflict that I’m working through so if I just disappear off of the internet for a day or two, it has nothing to do with my homies and I’ll be back soon enough. When the 14^th finally rolls around, unless it is The Last of Us or Attack on Titan, wait until I finish the main campaign to get a legitimate response out of me.